Depression, particularly long term, treatment resistant depression, is very hard, I know this from personal experience. I was in a similar position at the same age. I also went through the laundry list of treatments, with the exception of antidepressants, mostly because I had fears of being chemically dependent, despite always wondering if there was some silver bullet of a pill that would make it all go away and I was dumb for not trying to find it.
Depression, particularly long term, treatment resistant depression, is very hard, I know this from personal experience. I was in a similar position at the same age. I also went through the laundry list of treatments, with the exception of antidepressants, mostly because I had fears of being chemically dependent, despite always wondering if there was some silver bullet of a pill that would make it all go away and I was dumb for not trying to find it.
It's a very difficult situation. =(
I'm gonna piggy back on your comment here a little bit! I agree with this comment a lot.
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